Checkerboard Facet Chalcedony Sterling Silver Cocktail Ring 'Buddha's Curls in Aqua' Item ID: 2670122170

Name: Checkerboard Facet Chalcedony Sterling Silver Cocktail Ring 'Buddha's Curls in Aqua'
Brand: Zayd Makarim
Price: 89.99 USD
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About this item

"Bali's Zayd Makarim fuses three individually crafted sterling silver bands into one in this bold cocktail ring. The bands feature his proprietary 'Buddha's curls' motif--a riff on traditional Balinese design--with a checkerboard faceted aqua chalcedony held fast by four prongs."

Item detail

0.25 oz
Crown/bezel: 0.4 inches L x 0.4 inches W x 0.3 inches H
Band width: 7 mm W
925 sterling silver
chalcedony
Color(s) may vary slightly
Combination finish

Made in Indonesia

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About the maker

Zayd Makarim

153 Reviews

Zayd Makarim was born in West Java on August 2, 1968. From the time he was a child, he liked art. "I did paintings and sculptures for fun," he recalls. "It started as an assignment for school but, by doing them, I discovered I liked art so much that it became one of my passions."

As an adult, Makarim's job took him to Bali. "I'd always had a dream to come to Bali, and also to travel," he says. "And my dream came true." In Bali he worked for a famous jewelry designer and that's where he learned about silver and design, and began making his own jewelry.

"It all started because of my wife's birthday. I wanted to create a gift for her, so I made a pair of earrings. When they were done, I could not believe my eyes because they were so beautiful... and she loved them!" he confides. "Many of her friends asked if I could make some for them. I started thinking about taking my passion seriously and I decided to create my own jewelry line."

"I like art and find inspiration in everything that surrounds me. I love architecture and I am eager to know and learn more about other nations' culture. In my pieces, I want to express myself as well as what surrounds me.

"My wife helps me a lot. Thanks to her I get really inspired because when I think of something beautiful, I think about her and what would be good for her. She means everything to me."

Customer Reviews

Reviews forThis Artist

Zarui

Piece of art

They are breathtaking! I am going to buy the same necklace in future!

Joyce

Delicate Beauty

'Majestic Serenade' quartz dangle earrings are as pictured, refined, delicate, pretty. The size of the quartz is large enough to be noticed and the silver protrudes slightly on all sides to give the design a 3D effect. The earrings have shine. The design is well crafted. Not meant to be a bold standout. Instead eye-catching with refinement, and a delicate, feminine quality. Well made. Happy with purchase.

Amanda

A dainty standout!

Stunning! A sweet, dainty, & a great presence. The blue is so blue

Nancy

among my all--time favorites!

they are beautifully made, lovely stones, an unusual design that's just the right length... lovelovelove

Marjorie

Blue Topaz Buddha Hoops

Lovely pair of earrings, would highly recommend them! Excellent craftsmanship.

Lorrie

Stunning Blue color

They are stunning. They go with anything I wear. I highly recommend buying this pair of earrings

Lori

Pretty

Very sweet

Lilia

Sencillo

Es muy sencillo pero sobresaliente, me encanta.

Lori

Lovely Ring!

This ring is very pretty! I have received many compliments from family, friends, and even strangers!

Dorothy

Stunning

Thank you, Zyad Makarim for your stunning, Sparkling Heavens blue topaz ring. Your attention to detail is exquisite. Your work is suberb. The ring is far more beautiful than in the photo. I am very proud to wear one of your pieces. You have a loyal fan here in America.

Kelly

Very classy

Simply majestic

Cynthia

beautiful- stunning

These earrings are just beautiful and sturdy. The quality was better than I expected and the stone larger than I anticipated. i wear them all the time.

Catherine

Pretty and Versatile

The stones are a bright purple and good size. The detailed silver design is very pretty

Nancy

Perfect Birthday Gift

These earrings are lovely. They are beautifully made and a great size. My daughter loved them.

Barbara

Match pendant

These earrings are very well made. Am happy with them.

Janice

As beautiful as I had hoped!

I am an amethyst enthusiast with studs with amethyst stones and various amethyst pieces throughout my home. I watched these for several weeks and decided I had to have them. They arrived well packaged much sooner than expected and well protected to prevent scratching of the beautifully faceted stones. I love the color and the silver work adds an element that is special to me as a Buddhist practitioner. I love them so much I don't want to take them off. Perfect length, not too short or too long. Thank you Zayd for these beautiful works of art that I can wear.

Karen

Multiple purchases all WONDERFUL!

The quality of workmanship and design are exceptional! I love Zayd's stunning jewelry and continue to purchase his work.

Mary

Elegant and beautifully created

Beautifully created earrings.

Elizabeth

Fabulous Honeysuckle Earrings May Birthstone

These are the best May Birthstone Earrings Iâ€™ve ever found. They are perfectly designed and crafted. Iâ€™m giving them as Christmas gift and Iâ€™m going back to get another pair for myself. They are more stunning in person than the pictures can accurately portray. The service and speed of delivery was excellent.

Kathy

Stunning

These earrings are beautifully crafted. I was concerned they might be too heavy, but no, they are not. The blue is clear, but opaque and earrings are matched. Sleek looking. Thank you! these will be in my collection for many years to come.

Faith

MY FAVORITE EARRINGS!

I love these earrings more than my really expensive ones! Perfect length, great color and craftsmanship.

Resa

Unique and Versatile

This piece is smaller and shinier than I expected; it looks larger in the picture and since I'm not a fan of shiny finishes, it took getting used to. However, the craved flowers on the other side are absolutely stunning and it's certainly a unique and versatile piece.

Joyce

Lovely blue stone

These are beautifully crafted. They were slightly too heavy for my pierced ears which were abused through wearing 90's big earrings. My jeweler separated post from dangle, attached a sterling ear loop at the top link, then sanded the sterling posts so I now have two pairs of earrings. Can't wait to wear them now. Incredible blue contrasted by bright sterling.

Jean

Simple beauty

With increased hand-washing being a part of our lives now, I wanted to get some smaller rings that won't trap water. Though this is thin, it is still an eye-catcher.

Teresa

Beauty in simplicity!

This is a lovey, finely crafted ring! Clean, comfortable, a favorite.

Pauline

Beautiful artwork and good quality

Very beautiful design. I wear my ring all the time and i have received many positive comments

Carrie

A beautiful gift

Beautiful workmanship!

Carol

Incredibly beautiful and well made

Any piece from Zayd Makirim is a treasure. These earrings are a substantial size but not too heavy. They are beautifully decorated with Zayd’s signature Buddha curls. I love that they’re the hook style so no scrambling for earring backs. I love these.

Dorothy

So beautiful!

I had to wait a bit to receive these... I can understand why... so many other people wanted them as well. Worth the wait. Thank you.

Therese

Beautful earrings

Just recieved these earrings and love them. They are so unique and beautifully made. Very happy with my purchase.

Carol

Wonderful design and details

This pendant was a special gift for my niece graduating from college. She put it on immediately and now wears it every day. She's just started her first job working with an architectural firm and she loves the design and size. Thank you so much, Zayd, for another wonderful piece.

Dawn

Love it

Perfect for a pinky ring love it

Brittany

Well worth the price! & I am in love!

This beautiful, dainty sterling silver ring fits true to size. The very small and intricate details on the sides are absolutely gorgeous. This definitely exceeded my expectations. Even though it is a very dainty ring, it definitely stands out, & in a good way! One of my favorite parts about the packaging is the little bag that it came in, & the handwritten thank-you note from the artisan. It really helps connect you to the person making your treasure, & that's special to me. I'll definitely keep the card forever! The only complaint I would have, is that the flat top part of the ring rotates downward, facing my palm, so it's like I am wearing the ring upside down most of the time. It's only because the top is a bit heavier. I probably should've ordered a smaller size! If it was my true ring size, I don't think that would happen! Even with my tiny size, you could still get someone to inscribe something on the flat, top part that's unadorned (if you so choose). I love it, THANK YOU! ?

Glenda

Ellegant

I liked this ring, it has an exquisite taste and I liked it for my niece, who also liked it.

Sue

The perfect ring

This is my favorite piece of jewelry of all time. It is so beautiful and elegant. Gorgeous carvings, dainty, perfect!I will wear it always. It makes me feel good.

Herbert

Delicate and Beautiful

This ring is beautiful. It is delicate, yet is perfect to wear alone. I have received so many comments on what a pretty ring it is.

Anne

A beautiful delicate addition

This ring is lovely...delicate, you can wear as part of several on your hand, or all alone. It is stunning

Yadira

Love it! Will definitely be ordering more.

The dimensions of the ring are just perfect. I usually wear big bold rings bought purchased a few of these to use as stack rings. LOOKS AMAZING. Thanks!

Marjorie

Perfect for a pinky ring.

Amazing design for such a tiny ring,

Doris

Special gift

Purchased this lovely ring for my granddaughter. It Is beautifully designed. Great quality ... made with love!

Jadwyn

Perfect Thumb Ring!

I’ve always liked the look of thumb rings. But every time I’ve tried to wear one, it has become a nuisance because it’s either too wide and becomes uncomfortable and makes it hard to wash your hands or it just looks plain stupid (in my opinion of my own thumb ). This one is perfectly dainty but still able to stand on its own and look great! I’ve seen picks of it stacked and it looks rad as well! Definitely recommend this ring-especially if you are looking for a thumb ring! I get compliments all the time, too And it helps a GREAT cause!

Silvia

Love it

Love this ring! Wears well.

Monica

Intaglio Curls'

Beautiful and simple.. unique style.. the way i love it

Karen

Ring

I am very pleased with my ring. The craftsmanship is excellent.Thank you

Dorothy

My favorite

I now own several of these lovely pieces to stack with other rings. I really love your work, Zayd Makarim! Thank you for beautiful, detailed art! And for making it in a size 5!

Tazeen

Dainty and Unique

I really liked this ring because it’s so different and unique, and easy enough to wear with anything, anytime! I wanted a casual, modest silver ring, and this fits the bill.

Linda

Intricate swirls!

This little ring is perfect for my pinky finger. It is so delicate!

Susan

Love this artist's work! It's superb!

The ring is very comfortable to wear. The flat face on top could be engraved for a personal touch. While the design is basically traditional with the clouds detailing, the flat simple top gives it a modern touch.I have purchased several items from this artist and have been very happy with them.

Martha

I bought two, one for each thumb

Workmanship is exquisite, danity and non restrictive in my thumbs.

Gladys

Simply beautiful

Great ring to stack

Beverly

So nicely done!

For a long time I wanted a classic designed ring to wear on my thumb. This delicate ring is smooth and so very comfortable. Shines so beautifully. Now I am thinking about buying other creations by Zayd Makarim.

Janet

This pinky ring is perfect

Small profile but absolutely stunning; I put it on my pinky as soon as I took it out of the fancy cloth bag . Its one of those rings that is an instant favorite! There is even a sizing bar on the bottom if I needed to size it.

Debbie

Petite and adorable!

This fits perfectly and the detail on this ring is just beautiful! I love it!

Jaque

a gift for myself

I was not disappointment at all with the ring. It was simply beautiful! I liked it so much, I had to order it again.

Stephanie

Simple and elegant

This simple ring is my go to. The beautiful silver work on the sides adds dimension, and the shiny flat too draws the eye. Lovely.

Natacha

Lovely

Simple and light with beautiful detailed design. This was a gift for a young girl. I had her name engraved on it and it was a real winner. She loves it. Would highly recommend.

Sandra

Delicate

Beautifully crafted. A delicate, classy ring.

Bethany

my fav ring

I actually love when this ring gets turned sideways on my finger. the swirly etching is my favorite part!! I ordered an extra, you know, just in case! beautiful

Linda

Something dainty for my girls

Purchased 2 rings for granddaughters. They love them. Dainty, lovely design and perfect for young ladies. Pleased with the workmanship. Recommend them to a friend too.

Jennifer

Fine silver band

Love the way the curly swirls contrast with the flat silver.

Anna

Perfect pointer finger ring

Very well made. Gets a lot of attention and compliments. Great scroll work around band. Beautiful, Thank you

Vida

My granddaughter loves this

Beautifully simple.

Deborah

Cool ring

My 15 year old son loves this ring. Very nicely made.

Shawn

So beautiful and dainty

I bought this for my granddaughter, it is her first ring. She wears it all the time and it is beautiful. Very delicate and perfect on her 11 year old hand.

Judith

Thank you

Love love my rings wear them everyday, beautiful

Margie

Love it

So beautiful and comfortable to wear!

Frederica

Beautiful!

I wear this as a thumb ring and I love it. The craftsmanship on the ring is exquisite. I recommend this ring to anyone who appreciates fine art.

Kristina

Well made

Love this ring it’s very well made ..I’m wearing it as a stack ring with other handmade rings.. love the shape and texture. Also the size availability.. well done!

Beth

A favorite ring

I gave this ring to my daughter and she wears it all the time she just loves it.

Diane

Delicate and beautiful

This is the perfect band ring and it's absolutely stunning. All that handcrafted work in one small band. It fits exactly flush next to my engagement ring and serves as the wedding band I'd lost. I'm very happy with this talented artist!

Stacey

Beautiful Stacker

I love this little ring, it stacks beautifully with other artisan crafted rings I have. Of course, I wear it as a stand alone too.

Reva

Perfect Little Beauty

This ring matches perfectly with my other silver & gold band rings, it is also a lovely accent ring with the more elaborate rings I occasionally wear. Its not too heavy or cumbersome, it fits comfortably on my finger alone or with the other bands I like to wear. A lovely addition to any ring you wear or any outfit, looking for more ...

Donna

Love this ring

A perfect addition to my collection, I really enjoy pairing this little ring with others! It is simple, yet elegant. And I love it!!

Donna

Timeless ring

Very delicate and feminine. Haven’t seen anything to compare to the workmanship! Many compliments!

Helen

Beautiful piece

My daughter and I both own this ring and it is absolutely beautiful, and it's the perfect dainty size.

Wanda

Beautiful Buddha's Curls

This has become one of my favorites... dainty- but a subtle bold beautiful statement; well made - excellent quality and sturdy! received many compliments... i wear it with other Buddhas curl pattern rings... i will purchase again -- highly recommend this ring .Thank you for an awesome 'craftmanship ' product - fast delivery; beautiful packaging.

Patricia

Do I Like This Ring?

I don't like it, I Love it! a beautiful delicate simple ring. I didn't know it would be quite so thin but that makes it more beautiful. it's very delicate. charming and simple, can be worn with anything. when I saw how delicate it is, I decided to get another one for my sister for Christmas. thank you for your beautiful work. I hope you keep making jewelry.

Diane

Love this ring

I am impressed with the quality of the work on this ring. I love what this company stands for.

Sarah

Love my Ring

This is a beautiful ring. I love the whole design and all the little details.The size is perfect.

Michele

LOVE IT

Dainty, extremely well made….great for daily wear.

Mary Jane

Beautiful

Small and dainty

Claudette

Beautiful work

Our daughter loved this beautiful and delicate ring - the size however based on her ring size runs a bit small. We will keep it, as it is more of a bother exchanging it.

Terry

Just perfect

I like the height of the ring..it doesn't catch on anything and the design is beautiful...wear it everyday..

Bonnie

I wear this ring constantly!

Beautiful, simple, and elegant.

Randi

Beautiful ring

Beautiful ring fits great!Love the design...You will be happy to own one!

Kathy

I wear this everyday!

I wanted a simple and comfortable ring to wear daily as my wedding band. I ordered this and absolutely love it! Not only is it comfortable, but the workmanship is excellent!

Patti

simple yet elegant

pure silver, beautiful craftmanship

Barbara

My new favorite!

I absolutely love this ring!!! My favorite feature is the swirls a great design to complete a beautiful ring!

Cheryl

So beautiful!

Exactly what I hoped it would be, beautiful and delicate!

Penelope

Very feminine

I love the craftsmanship, but was surprised at how small the ring was. Instead of wearing it on my index finger, I wear it on my ring finger.

Mary

This is my new favorite everyday ring!

This little ring is so beautifully designed with delicate scroll work defined against a darker outline. It is very comfortable to wear and has turned out to be my favorite everyday go to ring. Thank you Zayd Makarim for your excellent craftsmanship!

Sue

Simple and Beautiful

I love simple yet unique rings that I can stack with others. This ring is simply beautiful. The designs on the sides are very unusual and make this ring something I will wear every day. I love it and recommend it highly.

Joyce

Perfect

I love my new ring, very pretty and delicate with the scroll work. Great workmanship!

Jacquie

Ageless appeal

I bought the first one for myself and when it came in the mail I immediately I had to purchase more - for my daughter and granddaughter. They were as thrilled to receive them as I was. Alone or stacked, this ring looks good. It is appropriate for any finger. As is or have it engraved on its polished top face. You cannot go wrong with this ring.I also got the wider version and often wear them stacked together.

Robin

Beautifully crafted

This ring is simple but stunning. It is made to the highest standard. Feels great on my finger. Would highly recommend this crafts person

Lauren

Wear it a lot

simple and stylish.I do enjoy it !

Bethany

Fanciful brackets

I bought two of these lovely rings to enclose another silver band I have. They are lovely with anything or alone on their own with the gorgeous design.

Carla

Well Crafted

My daughter likes to wear a lot of silver rings. This ring was simple yet with design and comfortable to wear. It was thick enough not to bend out of shape as some silver rings do. She loved it.

Julie

Very pretty ring

I just got this ring today. It is tiny and beautiful. Very shiny. I really like it.

Samantha

Wow...absolutely beautiful

The quality of this ring is incredible. It will be treasured. Thank you!

Kimberly

My new ring

I Love My new ring.

Tracy

Nice ring

It is a small ring but beautiful

Dainty and beautful!

I have ordered for several years--mostly jewelry----each piece unique and beautiful. Some have been very appreciated gifts. The quality is outstanding, information given complete....a charming note of thanks from the artist is a special thought! I will continue to shop, admire and buy! Thank you!

Leina-Malie

I love this ring so much

This ring is perfect, its so simple and goes well with an everyday wear. It's thin and dainty, very cute. It came so fast too. One of my favorite rings i've bought on this website for sure!

Barbara

Great stacking ring!

Thin yet a lot of personality and great to stack with my other bali rings.

Erica

Dainty and Elegant

While this ring is smaller than I expected; it is so very lovely. I love the way it makes me feel dainty which is hard when you have size 11 fingers as a lady. All kudos to the artist for this lovely ring.

Teresa

Sterling silver ring

Lovely, tasteful, well crafted! Very nice. Packaging and presentation beautiful.

Karla

I wear this a lot

Love the simple design.

Mary Gray

Beautiful

I absolutely love the this thin yet intricately designed ring.

Susan

Love this ring

It is just right and perfect. Delicate and lovely with the scroll work on the side.

Sandra

I wish I had multiples!

I wanted a slim silver ring to stack with a dainty birthstone ring that I already had. I wish I had ordered two to make a more dramatic effect!

Percival

my love of ring just went up when I see this ring on this site, will shop again

love it well made fix me nice

Eileen

Beautiful simplicity

I LOVE THIS RING! Been wearing it ever since I got it. It is simple but outstanding in its craftsmanship.

Janet

Pinky ring

I’m very happy with this cute silver ring-I wear it on my pinky/little finger and it fits perfectly.

Mele

Very versatile

This makes a great stacking ring -- port, but unobtrusive so that you can highlight rings with gems, etc.

Lisa

Great quality

This ring was perfect! Nice and delicate.

Karen

great ring

I wear this everyday on my thumb. I love it!

Connie

very lovley ring

just cool wear it always

Rebecca Blair

Gorgeous ring

This ring I got for my self to go along side another ring that I already have and it’s perfect!

David

nice ring

a thin ring great for stacking. exelent fine details,mirror finish. i highly recomend.

Bonnie

Love this silver ring !

Very unique !

Caroline

Gifts

Bought these as gifts for my young neices. Will have them engraved with initial.

Aimee

Love

This is such a cute design like it so much I ordered the larger style?

Denise

Beautiful

Well made and shipping was fast

L B

Nice, heavy, solid silver

Fits well and stays right side up.

Maria

A Thing of Beauty

Artfully crafted; Perfect proportions; Pristine gemstones; Wearable in various settings.

Debbie

Simple and elegant!

I love the simple elegance of these earrings. I also love the sparkle of prasiolite, so they have some fun bling!

Alba

Heirloom piece!

Stunning piece with excellent workmanship!

Mary

Exquisite

I gave these to my daughter and daughter-in-law. They love them. The detail and simplicity gives such an elegant touch!

Max

Lovely Pearls

Elegant ratings. My wife loved them!

Paula

Stunning

The artwork on the hoops is just beautiful and the pearls are gorgeous. You can dress them up or you can dress them down. They will be my set of go-to earrings!

Julia

Amazingly beautiful creation

I am extremely pleased with Zayd Makarim's Pearl Hoop Earrings. Not only are they beautiful, but they are also surprisingly light on the earlobe.

Richard

"Blushing Rose" pearl dangle earrings

I had to unwrap the Christmas present to look at them - Beautiful great workmanship

Paula

Beautiful

Beautiful!

Shalini

Versatile and Lovely

I love the fact that you can use the silver hoops with almost anything, but you can also add the removable pearl drop and instantly be ready for any formal occasion!

Kathy

Beautiful in every detail!

Love these earrings! They are the perfect size and the quality is excellent. They are exactly as show, the blush pearl has a lovely glow.

Aparna

Exquisite and Beautiful

If you love pearls and or silver, do not hesitate to get this. This is absolutely gorgeous and looks as pretty or even better in person. The detailing and the non flashy understated beauty of this earing can not be stated more. I will be buying more for some relative who loves hoops. These are light weight and the backs hold very well. The pearls do have the slight rose tone to them - almost like an ivory with a tad bit of rose. Highly highly recommended. Can we dressed up or down. I wear it to work and on special outfits with ease

Marilyn

Art

Beautiful jewelry. Good quality. Wife loved them.

Joanne

Gorgeous

These earrings are just as beautiful as the picture. I love them!

Heather

Beautiful

These are exquisite!

Janie

I love wearing them.

They are beautiful, make me feel dressed up. They suit my style.

Danielle

Elegant

These pearl earrings are perfect in size and are classic as they go with many things

Sharon

Incredible Workmanship

These are some of the most beautiful earrings I have ever seen, and I have a lot of earrings from years of traveling. They truly can be worn with any style outfit. I highly recommend these as the craftsmanship is incredible

Jayasri

So elegant

Like this so much. Worth of quality.

Rosario

Delicate and beautiful

The earrings are beautiful but a lot smaller than what I thought.

Carol

Very sweet earrings!

Love these little earrings. I have a necklace and a bracelet in the same design, and when I saw these, I had to get them. They match the other two pieces perfectly!

Lynda

Gorgeous just what I wanted

I've been on the hunt for the perfect garnet earrings for a while and here they are!This man is truly an artistI was worried about the weight of these but my fears were completely unfounded. Very comfortable. I will treasure these and hope to find more treasures from this very talented artist! So happy to have them.

Jory

These earrings are a real treasure!

These earrings are my favorites. They are beautifully hand crafted and I also purchased the matching stack rings that go with them.I have had many compliments on both of them!

Judy

Beautiful Earrings.

These earrings are lovely. The bells are delicate with a lot of detail. They match a bracelet that I bought awhile ago.

Silvermoment@Z1Judy

UNIQUE AND BEAUTIFUL!

These small earrings are perfect, not to heavy nor to light. The craftsmanship is amazing. I am so proud to have added these earrings to my collection. They are unique and not something you will see others wearing. Congratulations to the artist that made these. I can't say enough good things about them.

Ann

Beautiful

These are so special, I have a bracelet to match. Well made and simply beautiful!

Monica

Beautiful

These are my go-to earrings for almost every occasion

Brenda

just a good size for everyday awesome

just is different made so well

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"My wife helps me a lot. Thanks to her I get really inspired because when I think of something beautiful, I think about her and what would be good for her. She means everything to me."